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dear life: keep on truckin'. [Feb. 13th, 2010|12:44 am]
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[Current Location |swamps]
[Current Music |television]

i am officially on my last semester of college, WHOA. its so crazy to think back when i came to salem state. i hated it, i hated everyone and i never wanted to come back. flash forward 5 years until now when i do not want to leave. ive made so many amazing friends and have had made more lasting memories than i could have ever imagined.

i am currently interning in boston & it is amazing. im learning a ton and meeting a lot of nice, friendly & talented people. i can only hope that at the end of my internship i will receive a job offer to stay at the company. other than this hope, i have no clueeee where my life is going to end up. i have a lot to figure out but would rather watch a marathon of scary movies than think about it all ahaha

waitressing is junk & i hope i don't have to do it ever again. maybe i just need a change of where i waitress? nope scratch that i dont want to waitress ever again. i love all the people at my work and they are definitely the reason i am still there (& the fact that i need money & sometimes i make money to cover bills). blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i need to get my nails done but i am brokefest so who knows when that'll happen? if anyone wants to donate to the poor college/intern send a blank check my way and i'll be most appreciative!

i miss my biddies at home. i might go home monday but idk no definite thoughts/plans yet.i miss my brothers. i partially miss my parents, i talk to them regularly so its cool. gunner, dont miss you pal. alright enough blabbing im out.


<3laurajane

ps. boys make me wanna vomit :/
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times are changing.. [Nov. 30th, 2009|08:26 am]
[Current Location |swampy apt.]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]

Auto response from flipflops all yr: visiting 1 preston for the last time :-(
X e N o 5 4 2: NOOOOOOO!

its true.. no more preston road. i used to chill at that apartment so much i practically lived there. rob's been moved out since before the summer when he graduated and now eric & mikey gotta move out (due to stupiddd reasons) too. i'm gonna miss chillin there and we def made some lasting memories but i guess you have to move on some times. its not the end of the world tho so its ok haha

thanksgiving was last week and that was fun. i was home for a couple days and i def had a good time while i was home but it also made me realize how badly i do NOT want to move back to hull. ughhhh i dont know for sure if i have to move back there but it might happen and that could suck haha a couple weekends ago me, kate, tessie, mike, jenn d, laurie, paul & kates 2 cousins all went to maine to stay at the cousins cabin. it was soooo much fun. we all went there scrubbed out no make up and had the best time. we got hammered and then got hammered some more haha

work and school are the same. the end of the semester is coming up real quick so i'll be stressing til that shit is done with. school work is def why i am awake at 830am haha so i'm going to actually go do my work so i don't have to be a huge stress ball haha

xo
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p.y.t. [Sep. 14th, 2009|01:18 am]
[Current Location |swamps apartment]
[Current Mood |anxiouswhat is love?]
[Current Music |blink 182 is life]

life is comedy as usual. i've been working and going back to finish my super senior year. this summer was a blast but not as crazy as it usually is. no big trip for me & the girls so we're hoping to make up for that at any point in time really haha fat al is livin in Cali for a bit which is soo crazy. i would've moved there already had I not decided to do a full semester for Spring Lax. ohhh well. if she's still there come diplmoa time start fowarding all mail and important messages to California.



oooooh i wish i knew where life would take me sometimes. i just want to know that i'll turn out ok and not be a single 55 year old woman with multiple cats and no hope for life or love..

hopes high & fingers crossed.
xo
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so i guess this is what i use this thing for now... [Jul. 9th, 2009|02:04 am]
[Current Location |bed]
[Current Mood |blanklegs are hurtin]
[Current Music |chelsea lately]

Can you answer all of the following questions without saying "I don't know"?
probablyy

Would you rather cry in public or make someone else cry in public?
cry?

Would you rather be arrested for a DUI or robbery?
minor robbery preferably

Would you rather have 10 kids, or none?
noneeeee

Would you rather shower in a lake, or in the ocean?
lake..less salty i guess

Would you rather be just rich, or rich and famous?
little of both wouldnt hurt

Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
this question gives me heartburn

Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
yuppp

Are you sleepy?
little bit

Do you tend to waste a lot of your money?
sure do

Are you playing hard to get right now?
it's all a game

Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
of coarse

Does it make you mad when people stare at you?
no i mostly get uncomfortable

What's your relationship with the person you talked to last?
lovee<3

Do you know someone who falls for people too easily?
yeah, me.

What are you doing tomorrow?
work then naaaaaaaaails!!

Are you currently jealous?
neh

Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast?
little mix & match

Do you hate being alone?
for the most part

Who was the first person you talked to today?
some cutie

Is something bothering you?
twisted tea heartburn..ligiiit

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
you could say that

Do you miss the way things used to be?
yup..i miss one of my girlfriends more than anything

Are you someone's best friend?
id like to think im a few people's best friend

Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
forget

Is there anyone you know that deserves to get hit?
myself

What was the last pill that you took?
ib profen?

Are your nails painted at the moment?
yup and theyll be much better looking after tomorrow

What do you think of when I say strawberries?
shortcake

Have you ever made a home-made pizza?
english muffin pizzas :0)

Do you ever watch 'Full House'?
yesss

What do you put on your hotdog?
bottle of ketchup

Sleep with socks on or off?
off

Pool or Ocean?
ocean for sure

Do you like holding hands?
yuppppp

Do you still have your tonsils?
yessir

Anything going on today?
work at 11

Are you usually late, early, or right on time?
right on time

Do you admit when you're wrong?
yeah for the most part

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yeah but maybe not everyone?

Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
yeah im always smiling

Are promises important to you?
yes.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
i doooo

Does love exist?
it dooo

Would you rather spend a day outside with friends, or inside alone?
outside with friends obviouslyy

Is there someone you can tell everything to?
maryjane & ewic

Do you honestly think you could last a week without a computer or cellphone?
yeah

Who was the last person you rode in the car with that was under 21?
bri & gilly

Where is the person who has your heart at this moment?
sleeping?

Has anyone ever told one of your secrets?
unfortunately

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
negative pocket status

At what age do you want to be married?
35 latest (scary age)

Your favorite number?
10 & 5

1. Are you hungry?
negative

2. Are you happy?
for the most part

3. Are you bored?
no just avoiding sleep

5. Are you Italian?
even better, irish

6. Are you German?
irish

7. Are you Asian?
in the eyes

8. Are you Cool?
sometimes

9. Are you Irish?
YEAAAAH

10. Are your parents still married?
yupppp :0)

_____________________________________
FACTS:
1. Hair Color?
brunette

2. Hair Style?
currently: greasy pit

3. Eye Color?
bluee w/yellow (i sweaar)

4. Gender?
chick

5. Lefty or Righty?
righty for writing everything else lefty..wieerdo

6. Summer or Winter?
SUMMA
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NINE THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
1. Have you ever been in love?
who knows

2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
i will if it happens

3. Why did your last relationship fail?
murrrrrrrr

4. Have you ever been hurt?
ehhh yes

5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
daily ;0)

6. Are you friends with your exes?
civil

7. Are you afraid of commitment?
no

8. Have you hugged someone within the last week?
of coarse

9. Have you kissed someone in the past 24 hours?
hmm no not today

_____________________________________
NINE THIS OR THAT:
1. Love or Lust?
both..i want it all

2. Lemonade or Ice tea?
lemonade

3. Cats or Dogs?
doggies

4. A few best friends or many regular friends?
few bestssss

7. Wild night out or romantic night in?
both...i still want it all

8. Pink or Purple?
pinkk

9. Day or Night?
day && night

NINE HAVE YOU EVER'S:
1. Been caught sneaking out?
no

2. Fell down the stairs?
i typically fall UP the stairs somehow

3. White water rafted?
yuuuuup

4. Finished an entire jaw breaker?
prob not

5. Wanted something/someone so bad it hurt ?
its a good kinda hurt

7. Skipped School?
skipped class

8. Been to a concert?
yup going to one soon too

9. Mailed a letter?
duhh

_____________________________________
NINE PREFERENCES:
1. Nice Smile or Eyes?
smile

2. Light or Dark Hair?
whatever it takes

3. Hugs or Kisses?
both at the same time

4. Shorter or Taller?
taller

5. Intelligence or Attractiveness?
why cant they go hand in hand?

6. Jock or Nerd?
dont matter

7. Hook-up or relationship?
hook up into a relationship?

8. Funny and poor OR Rich and serious?
funny and poor

9. Play the guitar or into sports?
i dont care about any of this shit

_____________________________________
LASTS:

Last time you received a phone call ?
this morning

Last person you hung out with?
ewic

Last person you hugged?
ricky?

Last person you IM'ed?
amber

Last thing you ate?
pb & j and chips

Last thing you drank?
twisted teas

Last site you went on?
facebooook

Last place you were?
ewic's

_____________________________________

FAMILY:
1. Do you and your family get along?
yeah pretty well actually too

2. Would you say you have a "screwed up life"?
no my life is mostly a jokeeee ahah

3. Have you ever gotten kicked out?
yeah

4. If so, how long?
i wasnt allowed in a friends dorm for almost a year ahaha oooops

_____________________________________
FRIENDS:
1. Do you secretly hate one of your friends?
no cuz i just wouldnt be friends with them

2. Do you consider all of your friends good friends?
no

3. Do you trust all your friends?
nooope

4. Who are/is your bestfriend(s)?
kcababetjc

6. Who knows everything about you?
too many people..im an open book kinda person haha

7. Did you lie during this survey?
no i dont believe
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RANDOM:

1. Who was your last 4 texts from:
jamie ash & eric

2. Where was your default picture taken:
old apt

4. What is your current mood:
night owl

5. What's your mom's middle name?
marilyn

6. What color shirt are you wearing?
white & teal baseball style tee

7. If you could go back in time and change something what would it be?
prob nothing

8. Where was the last place out of town, that you went to?
6FLAGS!

9. Ever had a near death experience?
yeah every time i drive is like meeting death

10. Something you do a lot?
work & smoke blunts


11. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
jay andrade

12. When was the last time you cried?
4th of july

13. If you could have one super power what would it be?
being able to fly

14. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
height and smile

15. Favorite color:
greeen

16. Do you still like kiddy movies:
yeah me & ash watched a goofy movie last week ahaha

18. Describe your life in one word:
crazy

19. What are you looking forward to the most?
getting my nails done tomorrow

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
prob naht

Have you ever walked in on people having sex?
ugh

Who's thinking about you right now?
maybe amber cuz we're talking?

How many people of the opposite sex have you made cry?
too many

Do you wanna see somebody right now?
i wish i was cuddling with somebody right now

In the past week have you felt sad?
yeeeh

Do you like cookies n' cream bars?
theyre too rich but are good

What eye color is the prettiest?
crazy bluuues
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chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiill night [Jun. 25th, 2009|10:57 pm]
[Current Location |new apt in swampscott]
[Current Mood |cheerfulhappy spirits]
[Current Music |new al4w]

i had to go to my aunt penny's wake last night. it was totally rough in the sense that i had justt seen all these same family members a couple months ago for my aunt joanies wake. my dads side of the family is dwindling. that should be the last of that kinda stuff for a while, hopefullyyyyy. i met up with kate, fat al, berg, & tessy at kates and chilled for a bit. me & kate decided to go out for a drink and then hit up her friend katies party. it turned out to be a very interesting/very fun night. i like when hull surprises me with a good time ahaha im working tomorrow night then going home saturday for kate & tessies grad party. its going to be verrry fun. yayyyy. longgggg survey time.




Did you sleep alone last night?
nopee snuggled a few times

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
a boy & maryjane

The last person you kissed needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
depends

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
idkkk..

Has anyone ever sang to you?
i dunno..probably

Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?
i dunno..probably haha

Are you attracted to the last person that kissed you?
verry

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
yupp ahah ooops

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
i wouldnt be opposed

Do you and your last ex hate each other?
no?

Are you happy with the way things are going?
yeah im rollin with it

Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
it doesnt take a recall

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
carolyn for like 3 seconds before she lost service in hull

Are you one of those people who are always cold?
no way jose

Ever felt like you're not good enough?
sure

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
mhmmm

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
yupp its my fav compliment :0)

Last thing that made you cry?
a movie prob

How was your weekend?
my past couple days have been good if that counts haha

Is there someone you used to talk to every day that you don't talk to at all?
not anyone im upset about i guess

Honestly, have you done something bad today?
probably

Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?
no cuz at least one best friend would know it

Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
yup :0( not okk

Are you usually a happy person?
i try to be

Have you ever been to Europe?
no thatd be ill tho

Will this weekend be good?
i believe it will be..PRAYING FOR SUNNNN

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
not really

Do you think you're a good person?
for the most part, yes.

Think about a lot before you fall asleep?
think too much before i fall asleep

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yeep

Does cuddling freak you out?
absolutely not, its my fav thing in the world to be little spoon.

The last time you were in the fridge, what were you looking for?
twisted teaaa

When is the next time you'll wash your hair?
tomorrow or saturday

A kiss on the hand, or on the cheek?
hand would be different

What is the last thing you took a picture of?
a car in traffic

If the year consisted of only two seasons, which would you choose?
♥ fall and summer

Everyone deserves a second chance right?
right

Do you ever stress out about what people think of you?
only when i value the person's opinion

Weed coke crack heroin oxy acid ex k peyote mushrooms opium: How many of these have you done?
2 (crack & heroin obv)

This past summer, did you have a "thing" with anyone?
some short ones i suppose

What was going through your head during your last kiss?
i cant believe this is happening

Do you do well with chopsticks?
negativeee

What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?
sippin twisted teas right now

Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?
eyes

Medicine, fine arts, or law?
social media

Best kind of pizza?
bbq chix w/ peppers

Is your bedroom window open?
yea one of them

What is in store for your future?
big things poppin

Who was the last band you saw live?
idk but the next im seeing is four year strong & set your goals and id really love it if a loss for words made a special appearance

Do you take care of your friends while they are sick?
take care of my boo

What's your favorite kind of pop?
freeze pop

When was the last time you purchased something over 10$?
30 mins ago on ae.com..spent $50

Where is the last place you drove to?
weed man/bank/subway/liquor store

Any historical figures that you envy?
george jung

You need a new pair of jeans, where do you go first?
marshalls or american eagle

What's your favorite store?
marshall's fo evaaaa

Are you a quitter?
not usually

Who was the last person you had in your house?
tim to smoke a blunt

Can you speak another language?
hardly

How about you put your legs behind your head?
id probably throw up if i tried

Nickname?
maryjane, lj (to certain few)

Describe what you are wearing in detail:
cheetah hoodie white shorts & moccasins

What do you think about people who party a lot?
im one of them so i pass no judgement

Are you one of those people who obsesses over Hollister?
NOPE

What was the last CD you purchased?
camron purple haze & i plan on getting new al4w

What are two bands or singers that you will always love?
blink 182 & backstreet boys

Have you ever been offered a job?
you know it

When was the last time you dyed your hair?
never

Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
maryjane<3

Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?
last night

Miss someone?
i miss people even if i just saw them

How is your last ex doing?
fan fuckin tastic

Is there someone you want to fight?
people who tip like shit

Have you ever seen a live bat?
ew no

Is there anyone you hate?
no i dont think so

How often are you on the phone daily?
not a crazy amount

Do you like the color orange?
i do

Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
yeah kinda easily too

Have you ever seen a prostitute?
i am one

Have you ever seen a real redneck?
yupppp in kansas

Do you like tattoos and piercings?
love em

What's your favorite season?
summa summa summa time

Do you care if people talk smack about you?
no fuck those people

Do you like someone?
like & love

Does your dad call you a nickname?
yupp..same one bergen calls me

Are you in a good mood?
muy contento

Do you think people will exist forever?
no cuz im told people are only a tiny blip in real time

What is your sign?
libra

Do you believe in luck?
i believe in karma

Would you rather sky dive or bungee jump?
sky dive

Where is one place you would like to visit?
australia or some crazy exotic place

Do you like waffles?
lovee breakfast food

Anything you are looking forward to?
blink 182 in august

Be honest, do you like people in general?
yuppp

Big or small dogs?
medium to small

Do you like Big Macs?
gross no

Did someone bother you today?
i bothered myself today ahah
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soo bored..ughh [Apr. 6th, 2009|11:06 pm]
[Current Location |salem apt]
[Current Mood |calmchillinn]
[Current Music |march madness championship]

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
negative

Are you afraid of losing the person your falling for?
i plead the 5th.

Think back to the last person you kissed...how many times have you cried in front of them?
i dont think soo

Whats 1 thing you do when you're mad?
flip out

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
soon i hope

What is on your mind?
i want my nails to dry so i wont mess them up

Have you ever had someone sing to you?
mhmmm

Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
most likely

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
stolen from kate..who stole it from someone else ahah

Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
probably my mom

Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a L?
i wouldnt doubt it

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
to eat forever and never gain weight AHAHH fatttt kid

Where were you at midnight last night?
sleepies

Do you sometimes wonder what the world would be like without you?
i try not to

Do you eat candy daily?
i try not to

How's your heart lately?
full of heart

When you were in elementary school, did you change best friends a lot?
probably daily

Last thing you touched not computer-related?
beer

Have you ever suspected anyone of cheating on you?
all the time

Does the song you're currently listening to remind you of anyone specific?
im watching basketball..

Other than surveying, what are you doing right now?
tv & little drinky

Does it annoy you when people say they'll call but never do?
only when i want them to call

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
yeah get that shit nice & hot

What did you do today?
school library blunt eat chill

Have you ever run over an animal?
a skunk. i didnt feel bad either

Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
ummmmm ian driving around?

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
yup cuz it doess

One thing you're looking forward to?
the three tests i have this week!! ...nahhht

What mood are you in?
blahh

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
yeerp

Have you ever thought you were going to die?
yeah every time i get behind the wheel

If the last person you texted needed you at three am would you go?
umm idkk..depends?

Do you love the last person you called?
nope

Are you easily scared by horror films?
YES. i would never even watch one though

Would you date someone taller than you?
thats the only people i try to date haha

Is there someone of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
yuup :)

Are you taller than your mom?
yess

Are your ears pierced?
mhmm

What are your plans for the weekend?
boston blazers & easter

Were you a hyper or mellow kid?
hyper

Why did you throw up last?
ew i dont do that

Do you go tanning?
not lately

Have you ever made out with someone you weren't dating?
mhmmm

Are you afraid to grow up?
terribly

What language do you want to learn?
im good with english

Do you have any upcoming vacations?
no but id love to go somewhere soon!

Do you care what people think of you?
only sometimes

Have you been high this past week?
ive been high all the time

Are you happy?
generally speaking.

Are you playing hard to get right now?
always

Honestly, are you a flirt?
little bit

Does it make you mad when people stare at you?
yesss

Do you think people talk about you?
yup..everyone talks about everyone, its inevitable

Who do you re-call text messaging you yesterday?
ian mackenzie

When it comes to you and your best friend, does the phrase "opposites attract" apply?
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm?

Have you ever disliked someone without any valid reason?
haha yupp

Do you know someone who falls for people too easily?
i am one of those people

How old were you when you started swearing?
no cluee

What's one thing that's really annoying about your school?
that it requires regular attendance ahah

Is anyone on your bad side right now?
nopee

If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose?
flying cuz that will last longer than a mil

Last February, were you single?
hmmm yes

You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
maybe

You trust most people?
yeah

Last song you listened to?
idk?

Was today a good day?
no it rained and i did mad work

Last person to text you?
kaitlyn from lacrosse

What did you think when you woke up today?
shower.

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
jakey

Would you ever donate blood?
yeah

Have you ever been asked out?
yeah

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yeah and i still do

Who was the last person you sat next to?
jakee

What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
probably anything from work

How old will you be in 10 months?
21 forever

Do you think you'll be married by then?
jeez i dont know..maybe?

Was yesterday better than today?
no

What does your last text message say?
some ishh about ishh

What is your favorite color?
green

What are you doing tomorrow?
school & working

What are you thinking about right now?
i need another beer

Have you ever had a life-threatening injury?
nopee

Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yupp

What time did you go to sleep last night?
idk i fall asleep kinda late

Who did you last shoot a dirty look at?
dumb people in class

How long is your hair?
longg

Are you happy right now?
mehhh i guess

Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
no i told them that

What is in your pocket?
i dont have pockets

Who is the last person you had a phone conversation with?
no one imparticular

What DVD is in your DVD player?
batman-dark knight

When is your birthday?
OCTOBER 5!

Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
i already answered this shit

What are you going to do after this?
sleepies

What is something you need to go shopping for?
CLOTHESSSS

Do you like pickles?
nopee

Would you rather have a boy or girl when you have kids?
neither

What is your favorite kind of gum?
stride currently

When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
yupp

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
never

What color are your eyes?
blue

What movie do you want to see?
idkk..anything funny

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
alwayss

Do you have any tattoos?
two

What jewelery do you wear all the time?
earrings, belly button ring, tiffany's bracelet & watch

Are you easy to get along with?
yeah

Does anyone love you?
everyone loves me come on nowww

Have you ever lost anybody close to you?
sure

Are you afraid of falling in love?
no

Are you a forgiving person?
a little too forgiving
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the lonely stoner, mr. solo dolo [Mar. 16th, 2009|01:44 am]
[Current Location |my aptartment :0)]
[Current Mood |fullbl bottles]
[Current Music |kings of leon]

ahaha ligit my life right now.
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(no subject) [Feb. 24th, 2009|12:04 am]
[Current Location |salem]
[Current Mood |apatheticdealin w.it all]
[Current Music |anything to soothe the soul]

soooo stuffs been a little crazy the past couple days. saturday morning i woke up after a drunk night of celebrating Tyler's 21st birthday. the whole day/night was so fun. i just love birthdays and celebrating ahaha saturday morning i woke up at 7am for a lacrosse tournament in boston. yeahhhh i started playing lacrosse last week for Salem State. its only a club team and i'm not that good but the team is very talented and i definately plan on becoming very good at the sport so dont hateeee! soo anyways, i woke up went to the tournament all morning & got back to my apartment around 1:30ish to a message from Lauren (roomie) that Paul(roomies bf & verrrrrrrrry good friend) got in a bad car accident. Little PaulyPaul is all banged up and hasnt been doing too good since. Lauren has been so great dealing with everything going on and shes so strong. i dont think anyone else could handle whats going on as well as she is. Im gonna try and go in to Boston with Keane tomorrow to see him. It just makes me so sad to think i cant do anything to make anything better. ughhhh. all hopes & prayers for my friend Paul cuz no one deserves it more than to come out okay than him.

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*loverssss

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*the boys before graduation being sillyyyyyy

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*put us 3 together and see what happens...

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*celebrating their graduation

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*i originally didnt think of this picture but this better depicts mine & pauls friendship<3
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blink all day all night [Feb. 10th, 2009|03:24 pm]
[Current Music |blink 182 obvvv]

BLINK 182 IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKK!!! there is not a chance i will miss their summer tour. im ligit sooooo excited<3
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PRAYING tomorrow is a snow day..chances are slim thoo [Feb. 3rd, 2009|10:46 pm]
[Current Location |my apartmento]
[Current Mood |complacentchill time]
[Current Music |watching Weeds]

What did you do yeste​rday?​
classes, errands & chilled with jake for about 5 hours haha


Last perso​n you text messa​ged?​
joely budsss


What color​ are your eyes?​
blue with yellowish in the middle

Do you have a chair​ in your room?​
couple of em actually


What are you doing​ tomor​row?​
hopefully not school but probably school & def chillin with maryjane


Do you know anyon​e named​ Betsy​?​
kate works for a betsy? ahah


What color​ is your hair?​
brown

Is there​ someo​ne you wish you were datin​g right​ now?
possibly

Bigge​st stres​s?​
staying out of trouble


When is the last time you went to taco bell?​
verrry long time ago


Do you like fire?​
fiah fiahhhh

Are you aller​gic to anyth​ing?​
nope thank god


Mood?​
niiice


Do you like anyon​e?​
everyone

Have you ever wante​d to be a teach​er?​
at one point but then realized what i was thinking


Do you miss anyon​e?​
always

Last food you made?​
whole feastt. chicken corn & rice


Who was the last perso​n you were in a car with?​
jake maybee

Do you want kids?​
god no

What'​s going​ on betwe​en you and the last perso​n you kisse​d?​
we're friends and sometimes we kiss

How many pills​ did you take yeste​rday?​
couple sudafeds


What frien​d do you tell the most to?
maryjane & eric


Name 3 thoug​hts you have at this exact​ momen​t?​
i love Weeds. i need weeds. i hope i sleep through the night


What'​s somet​hing you reall​y want right​ now, be hones​t?​
someone to snuggle with regularly

Does anyth​ing hurt on your body?​
nopee


Who did you last buy somet​hing for?
dutch for me and eric haha

Where​ will you be livin​g a year from now?
life will tell

Anyth​ing annoy​ing you right​ now?
not currently


Are you waiti​ng for anyon​es call right​ now?
negative


Do you ever think​ "​what if" about​ anyth​ing?​
always


Would​ you ever live with anyon​e on your top frien​ds?​
definitely.


Is there​ someo​ne on your mind that shoul​dn'​t be?
my mind wanders


Have you ever walke​d outsi​de compl​etely​ naked​?​
luckily no


Its 4am, your phone​ rings​ who is it?
varies


What do you think​ of peopl​e who smoke​?​
weeds A-oh-kay. ciggarettes will kill you and i HATE them.

Have you ever regre​tted anyth​ing?​
no i try not to


Would​ you like to fall in love in the next year?​
i'd love to

The perso​n you have feeli​ngs for shows​ up at your house​,​ what do you do?
hmm..


What was your dream​ about​ last night​ ?
i dream the most random dreams and hatee when i forget what they are

Do you have a reaso​n to smile​ right​ now?
mostly

Every​thing​ happe​ns for a reaso​n?​
so they say

Who have you texte​d in the last 24 hours​?​
kate, eric, erica & tyler

Are you too forgi​ving?​
a lot of the time


In the past week have you smile​d?​
almost every 2 minutes ill probably smiling or laughing

Do you belie​ve ex's can be frien​ds?​
yeah but its never just friends


Who took your phone​ away last?​
my mananger vinny went through it last

Do you think​ peopl​e talk about​ you?
i sure hope so


Name a perso​n that you insta​ntly smile​ when you see they'​re calling?
i will not.


Have you ever liked​ someo​ne way older​ than you?
yeah i got a thing for dilf's


Are you weari​ng pants​?​
currently


Do you think​ boys truly​ under​stand​ girls​?​
never


Will you be in bed withi​n twent​y minut​es?​
ive been sitting in bed for the past hour

What was the last non-​alcoh​olic bever​age you had?
aqua
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